Saturday, November 1st 2014. The start of the journey. Already, I am at pressure to break everything. I am home alone, with nothing to do as yet. Usually, I would be doing BJJ for four hours, but doctor says I need to take a week out, so I have nothing to do today. I will start reading The Charisma Myth; it’s been on my mind for a while and now I finally have the time to do it.
There is something else I want to write about, however. The idea that AWALT. All Women Are Like That.
This is perhaps one of the hardest truths to truly comprehend for a recovering BluePiller. The idea that all women, given the ideal conditions and no risk of being discovered or having their reputation tarnished, will do the same thing. Hypergamy conquers all. Recently, I’ve been talking to a girl who I felt was different. I threw caution to the wind, and threw RedPill out the window as well. I was honest, played minimum games, and it was like a Disney movie. We would talk for hours on end about relationships and people, and she understood the RedPill truths. Could it be that I had found the makings of RedPill woman at such an early age? I had to know. More and more we spoke. I called her, I didn’t have time for games. I never denied my attraction to her. I broke every rule we have in the book.
And it worked.
She admitted she was attracted to me. She said she thought about me everyday. She even said that she didn’t know what she would do if there wasn’t such a distance problem between us. I was getting excited. Could it be? A young initiate into the RedPill discovered something the Masters didn’t know? But in a scene of Biblical significance, pride came before the fall. We talked for the last time last night, as I am giving up my phone for NoNothingNovember. I was telling her about our rules, explaining how and why they work, and she was understanding them clearly. I told her how I was breaking every rule in the book by the way I was talking, and then she said it. She said that she was also breaking every single one of her rules as well.
1. I usually go for guys over 6’2.
I am 5’11. ‘Nuff said.
2. I like there to be bit of a thrill, to know that he could drop me and find someone else in an instant.
I haven’t been going out recently, choosing instead to talk to her. Dread game present = 0
3. I don’t like a guy to be too open, especially about his insecurities.
I told her about my past, growing up as a fat kid being bullied about his weight, and how I vowed never to be the same.
4. Guys that I’m really attracted to make me work for their time. I have to call them, and they always put the phone down first.
I always phoned first, and we would talk for hours on end. This is unhealthy by any standard, but considering we have never seen each other in the flesh, this is even worse.
So what do we take from this?
A few things actually. The rules are there for a reason. The Masters have tried, tested and proved them more times than you can comprehend. They work. You will not find a new meta, a RedPill 2.0. The next thing I recommend after reading this article is to read Rollo Tomassi’s piece There Is No One. Luckily, as she started talking about her special ex, the one she truly loved, I started to see sense. The fog lifted, and I realised what was happening. I ended the call quickly, and I had a long hard thought about what I was doing. I took charge, and I was rewarded with a “You’re a fucking idiot” text.
She is different in most senses. She is special, or perhaps she simply has more substance than the bimbos I regularly come into contact with. The bottom line is clear however: AWALT.
Never forget that. Never break frame. Never let them in. Never stop the games.
